Hold Still

Hold still is the indelible debut that launched Nina LaCour, the award-winning author of We Are Okay. A life without the art, the music, the laughter, and the joy that she shared with her best friend. In words and drawings, Ingrid documented a painful farewell in her journal. But by dawn Ingrid, and her promise, were gone.

Ingrid’s suicide immobilizes Caitlin, leaving her unsure of her place in a new life she hardly recognizes. But ingrid left something behind. A haunting and hopeful book about loss, love, and redemption. Gayle forman, #1 bestselling author of if i stay and I Have Lost My Way  That night Ingrid told Caitlin, I’ll go wherever you go.

Journeying through ingrid’s final days, Caitlin fights back through unspeakable loss to find renewed hope. A beautiful new edition of the stunning debut novel by nina laCour, award-winning author of We Are Okay   “Hold Still may be the truest depiction of the aching, gaping hole left in the wake of a suicide that I’ve ever read.

Lacour’s breakthrough novel brings the changing seasons of Caitlin’s first year without Ingrid to the page with indelible emotion and honesty. Includes an all-new essay from the author to commemorate 10 years in print!  .

We Are Okay

Until you leave with only your phone, your wallet, and a picture of your mother. Marin hasn’t spoken to anyone from her old life since the day she left everything behind. But even thousands of miles away from the California coast, at college in New York, Marin still feels the pull of the life and tragedy she’s tried to outrun.

. Raw and beautiful. Booklist★ “Beautifully crafted. Printz award“Short, poetic and gorgeously written. The new york times book Review“A beautiful, devastating piece of art. Bookpageyou go through life thinking there’s so much you need. Now, alone in an emptied dorm for winter break, months later, Marin waits.

Poetic and skillfully crafted. Shelf awareness“So lonely and beautiful that I could hardly breathe. This is a perfect book. Stephanie perkins, as sad as the best songs, bestselling author of Anna and the French Kiss“As beautiful as the best memories, as hopeful as your best dreams. Siobhan vivian, bestselling author of the last Boy and Girl in the World“You can feel every peak and valley of Marin’s emotional journey on your skin, in your gut.

Beautifully written, heartfelt, and deeply real.

Everything Leads to You

Speak. But her artistic eye has failed her in one key area: helping her to design a love life that’s more than make-believe. Just out of high school, Emi Price is a talented young set designer already beginning to thrive in the L. A. Film scene. And along the way, she finds Ava, and at long last, Emi’s own hidden life begins to bloom.

From the  bestelling, award-winning author of We Are Okay and Hold Still. Then she finds a mysterious letter at an estate sale, and it sends her chasing down the loose ends of a movie icon’s hidden life.

You Know Me Well

For whatever reason, their paths outside of class have never crossed. Speak. Mark, meanwhile, is in love with his best friend Ryan, who may or may not feel the same way. That is until kate spots Mark miles away from home, out in the city for a wild, unexpected night. When kate and mark meet up, in a very short time, little do they know how important they will become to each other -- and how, they will know each other better than any of the people who are supposed to know them more.

A book told in alternating points of view by nina lacour, the award-winning author of hold still and the disenchantments, the best-selling author of Every Day and co-author of Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist with Rachel Cohn and Will Grayson, You Know Me Well is a deeply honest story about navigating the joys and heartaches of first love, and David Levithan, Will Grayson with John Green, one truth at a time.

Kate is lost, having just run away from a chance to finally meet the girl she has been in love with from afar. Who knows you well? your best friend? your boyfriend or girlfriend? A stranger you meet on a crazy night? No one, really?Mark and Kate have sat next to each other for an entire year, but have never spoken.

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We Are Okay

Marin hasn’t spoken to anyone from her old life since the day she left everything behind. Praise for we are okay  “Nina LaCour treats her emotions so beautifully and with such empathy. Bustle ★ “Exquisite. Kirkus ★ “lacour paints a captivating depiction of loss, bewilderment, and emotional paralysis.

. Not even her best friend Mabel. Mabel is coming to visit and marin will be forced to face everything that’s been left unsaid and finally confront the loneliness that has made a home in her heart. This gorgeously crafted and achingly honest portrayal of grief will leave you urgent to reach across any distance to reconnect with the people you love.

. Printz award an achingly beautiful novel about grief and the enduring power of friendship,  we are okay is an acclaimed best book of the year! a today show must-read book • a boston globe best Book of the Year • A Seventeen Best Book of the Year • A News & Observer Best Book of the Year • A Booklist Editors' Choice selection • A Publishers Weekly Best Book of the Year • A Bustle Best Book of the Year • A New York Public Library Best Book of the Year “Short, poetic and gorgeously written.

Now, alone in an emptied dorm for winter break, months later, Marin waits. Winner of the 2018 Michael L.

The Disenchantments

Griffin. Dutton books for Young Readers. From the award-winning, bestselling author of Hold Still and We Are Okay. Colby and bev have a long-standing pact: graduate, hit the road with Bev's band, and then spend the year wandering around Europe. But moments after the tour kicks off, Bev makes a shocking announcement: she's abandoning their plans - and Colby - to start college in the fall.

Speak. But the show must go on and the disenchantments weave through the pacific northwest, playing in small towns and dingy venues, while roadie- Colby struggles to deal with Bev's already-growing distance and the most important question of all: what's next? Morris Award–finalist Nina LaCour draws together the beauty and influences of music and art to brilliantly capture a group of friends on the brink of the rest of their lives.


A Beautifully Foolish Endeavor Signed Edition

A beautifully foolish endeavor is the bold and brilliant follow-up to An Absolutely Remarkable Thing. How will we live online? what powers over our lives are we giving away for free? Who has the right to change the world forever? And how do we find comfort in an increasingly isolated world? Speak. Part of their maelstrom was the sudden viral fame and untimely death of April May: a young woman who stumbled into Carl’s path, giving them their name, becoming their advocate, and putting herself in the middle of an avalanche of conspiracy theories.

Months later, the world is as confused as ever. This edition is signed by Hank Green. Andy has picked up april’s mantle of fame, speaking at conferences and online about the world post-Carl; Maya, ravaged by grief, begins to follow a string of mysteries that she is convinced will lead her to April; and Miranda infiltrates a new scientific operation .

Limited quantities are available. April may and the carls are back in the much-anticipated sequel to Hank Green's #1 New York Times bestselling debut novel,  An Absolutely Remarkable Thing. Well, that’s not exactly true. One that might have repercussions beyond anyone’s comprehension. As they each get further down their own paths, a series of clues arrive—mysterious books that seem to predict the future and control the actions of their readers; unexplained internet outages; and more—which seem to suggest April may be very much alive.

They Both Die at the End

The good news: There’s an app for that. Adam silvera reminds us that there’s no life without death and no love without loss in this devastating yet uplifting story about two people whose lives change over the course of one unforgettable day. New york times bestseller * 4 starred reviews * a school library journal best book of the year * a kirkus best book of the year * a booklist editors' choice of 2017 * a bustle best ya novel of 2017 * A Paste Magazine Best YA Book of 2017 * A Book Riot Best Queer Book of 2017 * A Buzzfeed Best YA Book of the Year * A BookPage Best YA Book of the Year On September 5, a little after midnight, Death-Cast calls Mateo Torrez and Rufus Emeterio to give them some bad news: They’re going to die today.

Mateo and rufus are total strangers, for different reasons, but, they’re both looking to make a new friend on their End Day. Speak. Griffin. Speak. Dutton books for Young Readers. It’s called the last friend, and through it, Rufus and Mateo are about to meet up for one last great adventure—to live a lifetime in a single day.

In the tradition of before i fall and if i stay, they both die at the End is a tour de force from acclaimed author Adam Silvera, More Happy Than Not, whose debut, the New York Times called “profound. Featuring a map of the novel’s characters and their connections, an exclusive essay by the author, and a behind-the-scenes look at the early outlines for this critically acclaimed bestseller.


In her body. Dutton books for Young Readers. And now in an eating-disorder treatment center on the dusty outskirts of the New Mexico desert. Life in the center is regimented and intrusive, a nightmare come true. Harperteen. This emotionally haunting and beautifully written young adult debut delves into the devastating impact of trauma and loss, in the vein of Laurie Halse Anderson’s Wintergirls.

Seventeen-year-old Stevie is trapped. In her life. But what no one knows is that Stevie doesn’t plan to stay that long. Nurses and therapists watch stevie at meal time, accompany her to the bathroom, and challenge her to eat the foods she’s worked so hard to avoid. Her dad has signed her up for sixty days of treatment.

There are only twenty-seven days until the anniversary of her brother Josh’s death—the death she caused. Speak. Speak. Griffin. And if stevie gets her way, too, there are only twenty-seven days until she, will end her life. Paperweight follows seventeen-year-old stevie’s journey as she struggles not only with a life-threatening eating disorder, but with the question of whether she can ever find absolution for the mistakes of her past…and whether she truly deserves to.


How to Make Friends with the Dark

It's dark in your house, dark in your room, and dark in your heart. Speak. That's how it feels for Tiger. Harperteen. Then, on a day like any other, Tiger's mother dies. From the new york times bestselling author of Girl in Pieces comes a novel about love and loss and learning how to continue when it feels like you're surrounded by darkness that Karen M.

Griffin. Dutton books for Young Readers. And now it's Tiger, alone. Here is how you learn to make friends with the dark. A rare and powerful novel, empathy, How to Make Friends with the Dark dives deep into the heart of grief and healing with honesty, and grace. Karen M. You feel like the darkness is going to split you apart.

Mcmanus, the new york times bestselling author of One of Us Is Lying, calls "rare and powerful. Here is what happens when your mother dies. It's the brightest day of summer and it's dark outside. It's always been Tiger and her mother against the world. Mcmanus, new york times bestselling author of One of Us Is Lying and Two Can Keep a Secret"Breathtaking and heartbreaking, and I loved it with all my heart.

Jennifer niven, new york times bestselling author of All the Bright Places and Holding Up the UniversePraise for Kathleen Glasgow's Girl in Pieces"Girl, Interrupted meets Speak.

Georgia Peaches and Other Forbidden Fruit

Speak. The homo Sapiens Agenda. Joanna gordon has been out and proud for years, but when her popular radio evangelist father remarries and decides to move all three of them from Atlanta to the more conservative Rome, Georgia, he asks Jo to do the impossible: to lie low for the rest of her senior year. A sweet, sexy, honest teen romance that just happens to involve two girls—all the more charming for being so very ordinary.

A kirkus best book of the year! a Chicago Public Library Best Book of the Year! A Bustle. Com best young adult book of the year! 3 starred reviews!joanna meets the perfect girl for her and must decide whether to break a promise that could change everything for her and her family or lose out on love in this charming young adult romance that’s perfect for fans of Julie Murphy’s Dumplin’ and Becky Albertalli’s Simon vs.

But jo couldn’t possibly think of breaking her promise to her dad. Even if she’s starting to fall for the girl. Harperteen. Even if there’s a chance Mary Carlson might be interested in her, too. Right?*Kirkus Speak. And jo reluctantly agrees. Although it is mostly much easier for jo to fit in as a straight girl, things get complicated when she meets Mary Carlson, the oh-so-tempting sister of her new friend at school.